Pain, pain go away

I feel like I haven't blog for ages! It's been a while... I've been soooo busy preparing for Bea's birthday kasi. One month na lang and madami pa akong kailangan tapusin like:

-Bea's birthday outfits (an ocean-inspired tutu skirt and a flower-filled tutu dress) all handmade! nasira kasi ung sewing machine namin. Sana lang maganda kalabasan... *fingers crossed*
-Tarpaulin layout
-Guestbook layout
-Standee -gusto ko sana gumawa nito. Sana kayanin ng powers ko.

I know madami pa akong kailangan tapusin but here's the problem, I'M IN PAIN!!! Why? May sugat kasi nippolletes ko! Ang sakit-sakit sobra... Huhuhu!

As you know, I've been breastfeeding Bea ever since pinanganak ko sya. When she haven't had a tooth yet, nangangagat sya pero keber lang ako. Nagsugat na din 'to dati pero hindi naman ganong kasakit. But now that she have 5 teeth already. Ayun, nangigil, mega kagat sya with matching hila pa without letting go of my nipple. Hai... Baka sabihin nyo ang OA ko pero hindi, masakit talaga kahit maliit lang yung sugat.

Alam nyo ung kasabihang, "Ang sakit ng kalingkingan ay sakit ng buong katawan?" Eto yun eh! Itong-ito yun!!! Pag dumedede sya sakin, grabe, feeling ko na-dre-drain lahat ng lakas ko. Nakakapanghina. Nanlulupaypay ako. Nung nabaril ako, halos no reaction ako. Nung nanganak ako kay Bea, after ko sya ilabas, okay na. Pero ito talaga, iba! I can't explain how this feels.

 I can't stop breastfeeding naman kasi Bea can't sleep pag hindi ko sya pinadedede. At nakakaawa naman kung awatin ko sya agad eh baby pa sya. She can't breastfeed on my other boob naman because inverted nipple ko dun. Haii... Sana lang gumaling na 'to kagad.

Any advice? Baka may pwede akong ipahid dito para gumaling agad.